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Monday, May 12, 2003 - 11:00 p.m. INVISIBLE THREAD As of late I have had little inspiration to keep this diary going. But the question is whether or not I can continue "The Experiment." The Experiment is currently limited by time. It would have to end toward the end of August if I were to devote myself totally to it. However, this would not be a wise investment of time. Rather, I should use this brief period of time, perhaps another month, to find ways to extend the Experiment beyond August. I am currently making moves in my career, perhaps the most constraining factor in my social life beyond my illness, that would free up some of that time after August. Then the Experiment can continue. If you have wondered about my last entry and about what has gone on with me over the past several weeks, as far as the Experiment is concerned, there is nothing new. I still have no relationship with the opposite sex. I could go into details about my last entry but I do not feel like typing forever. Basically I have gotten fed up with my situation in life and am taking charge. I am not going to sit here and gripe any more. I have been feeling pressure from work, have a certification exam to study for, and have a house to put into shape. I plan to do a couple things for recreation, but that is all I have time for. If I meet a woman and we hit it off, great. Otherwise, I am not going to worry about it. Maybe using this passive strategy will work for me. Otherwise, I am off to other busy things. It may be awhile before the Experiment diary takes off again, but it will continue later on. And when it does, I look for it to be some interesting reading. |