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Saturday, Nov. 27, 2004 - 3:05 p.m. THE KEY THING I am not actively seeking a woman right now; to be honest, I think the whole situation is pointless. I have come to the conclusion that if I meet a woman, and, if in any way, any how she is right for me, then things will just play their course. Instead, I have been working hard at creating opportunities for me to meet women in the right kind of atmosphere, but my efforts up to this point has not been very successful. Nevertheless, I have met a few very strong male acquaintances, even though I am not ready to call anyone I have met a dye-in-the-wool friend. Granted, I suppose things have been as successful as I should expect them to be, given my circumstances. I am working ungodly hours right now, as my overtime is in full swing. Being so constrained by my job makes me feel claustrophobic and depressed. I should be this busy until mid-December, when all this busy nonsense should come to a halt. Then I will have time to take off and use to find out ways to build on what I have started over the past couple of months. The key thing for me is to stay patient. Build it, and they will come, I must tell myself. Sooner or later, I am bound to meet someone. I must keep building no matter what kind of success I have. And I must focus on the building and little else. If I get too caught up in worrying about what other people think about what I am doing, then they will dictate my success or failure. The key thing for me is to stay patient. |